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I burnt a pan today.

Let me correct myself, 

I burnt another pan today.

But with a difference, 

No one mocked  my incompetence,

or yelled at me for a burnt pan.

The pan and I smiled at each other

and a half an hour long ordeal began.

A quest to clean it or to come clean to myself.

Maybe all this time, 

I was looking for a place 

where I could burn my pans in peace

and call it Home.

-Anshu Rajput


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