AN OCEAN IN A DROP

What is the topmost instinct of a human being? Are we just another species on this planet or sacred after God? I believe we are species fortunate enough to feel love and compassion for our fellow beings. I believe we are species not here just to eat, work and sleep. I believe humans together, can create paradise on earth. But hey, I think our home is already a paradise we have forgotten. I can not sleep while I know that somewhere a woman is losing her dignity. I can not breathe while I know that somewhere a child just lost his father to a war caused by a handful of people who believe oppression is the only way they can win. I can not smile while I know that somewhere a patriot is shedding tears while watching his homeland being taken away. I can not hold and smell a rose knowing that someone is pointing a gun at an innocent's head. The human in me can not turn blind to what my brothers are doing instead of what they should be doing. What do I do with my right to freedom when other...

 It is hard for an empath to survive in this world, to notice the suffering, witness all the violence and hear all these screams of people crying for help and not fall apart. it is tough to not shed a tear, knowing of the terrorism bombing Syria, the wildfires killing animals who couldn't even scream when the flames burnt their skin. But it's courageous to wake up, keep living but knowing someone may have lost their loved ones to violence, someone may not have had a meal or fed their children, someone may be trying to fight with the odds and not end their lives, someone may have lost his only hope to keep himself going ahead in life. But the toughest part is - Life goes on. No matter how much it kills you to be emotional never choose to be emotionless. These emotions make you who you are. This is your true self. Never turn your back on your true self.

It's past midnight and I am here with some wisdom. yeah... you guessed right. it is about taking that first step that makes you uncomfortable and scares you. All of us have hobbies, talents and thus, our own unique expressions of art. But let's face it, the lifestyle we are currently living, the habits we have adapted, are suppressing our deepest desires and even our callings. Still, some of us manage to recognize our goals and dreams. But then, BAM!! Our ''rational thinking'' and "practicality" stops us from taking the first step towards it by making us self-doubt.    So, my friend, the key is not to listen to it. You are not living to regret not taking initiatives on your death bed, are you?    Take that goddamned step. Let it scare you. Enjoy it. Do it anyway. LIKE A GANGSTER!!!

  He who has a why to live for can bear almost anyhow. - Friedrich Nietzsche       Making a change is like being on a hot sandy shore and trying to reach the middle of the ocean and float freely in its soothing waves. Every time you try to get there, a big wave comes and throws you at the shore. You talk to yourself, "This wave is stronger than me. I will never be able to cross this way. I am smaller than the wave." Now, I would suggest you turn back from the wave and face that reckoning from which you are trying to break free. That scorching heat of the shore. The reality you are trying to change. The place you want to let go of. I want you to change your field of view and remember that 'why'. And say to yourself, "This wave may be stronger than me. But my 'why' is stronger, even more than a tsunami."    

 Can you all notice how everything seems chaotic and on the brink of destruction these days? I believe that our belief systems are about to be shattered into pieces as we move towards the future. No doubt the world needs many types of help, but it also demands love, smiles. Our desires are and always have been materialistic, but our actual needs are spiritual and emotional support. Everything we have denied and defied is staring right into us.  But hey.. the consciousness that connects us is one. We all are entangled on a quantum level. Therefore, we together can make this world more peaceful and joyous. So, what did you do today to send that one atomic message to the universe about your decision of giving Love?

Okay... It is a saying that a lot of people may love you but not everybody is aware of how to love you correctly. And while I am still figuring out how I want to be loved... AT this point I am certain of the fact that I don't want half of the love... I am working on the rest of it. So, here I present something I wrote recently.  Don't gaze into my eyes if you won't let their depth consume you because one doesn't glance at the moon, one stare at it, longingly and fully. Don't slide your hands on my back if your hands don't feel on fire to you because my love for you is in flames, it is bound to burn you and scar you. Don't dive out of the world and drown in my thoughts if you still want to go back. I won't tolerate your bonding I will shatter them like a selfish lover and keep you captive forever in my heart. If I don't have all of you, I don't want the slightest of your attention. This is not how I love you and this is not how I am meant to be lo...

What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail? My ears caught these words while listening to a Mindvalley podcast by Lisa Nichols about turning our fear into fuel.  Well, to be honest with you and me, I admit that I am afraid. Frightened than the time I screamed at the sight of a cockroach. (the fear is real bro that shit can FLY too!!!) But I must confront this fear. This fear of mine is dragging me down. Fear of abandonment, fear of rejection, fear of failure and whatnot. But these words... this question intrigued me.. Forced me to think that what would I do if I knew I couldn't fail. I am gonna find the answer and do it until the very last moment of my life because I am not sure whether I will get another lifetime or not. You know...It's not like I am a cat.🤷‍♂️😂😅