AN OCEAN IN A DROP

I am a mental health advocate and I have a million and very legit reasons to be one. Because why shouldn't one be supporting mental wellness along with physical wellness as a concept of health. I am a mental health advocate because a person acting unhappy and sensitive is called unstable in my society without giving a single thought to the words being said.  I am a mental health advocate because a psychiatrist is called "a doctor for crazy people".  I am a mental health advocate because most of us don't understand that a bipolar isn't something you are, it is something you have.  I am a mental health advocate because a child is the father of the man and sometimes the making of little human is tainted because we don't understand how important every action and every word towards that little human is. I am a mental health advocate because we expect the men of our house to protect and provide and women of our house to nurture the family 24*7, 365 days without losi...

What is in me that hurts so much?' What is it that hurt so much  like a thousand knives stabbing my heart. like a thousand little hands choking my neck. Like a thousand bullets piercing my lungs. Like a thousand canons targeting me and only me. Like a thousand grenades blowing my head off. Like a thousand swords stuck in my heart.  What is it? And How do I fight it?