AN OCEAN IN A DROP

  He who has a why to live for can bear almost anyhow. - Friedrich Nietzsche       Making a change is like being on a hot sandy shore and trying to reach the middle of the ocean and float freely in its soothing waves. Every time you try to get there, a big wave comes and throws you at the shore. You talk to yourself, "This wave is stronger than me. I will never be able to cross this way. I am smaller than the wave." Now, I would suggest you turn back from the wave and face that reckoning from which you are trying to break free. That scorching heat of the shore. The reality you are trying to change. The place you want to let go of. I want you to change your field of view and remember that 'why'. And say to yourself, "This wave may be stronger than me. But my 'why' is stronger, even more than a tsunami."    

 Can you all notice how everything seems chaotic and on the brink of destruction these days? I believe that our belief systems are about to be shattered into pieces as we move towards the future. No doubt the world needs many types of help, but it also demands love, smiles. Our desires are and always have been materialistic, but our actual needs are spiritual and emotional support. Everything we have denied and defied is staring right into us.  But hey.. the consciousness that connects us is one. We all are entangled on a quantum level. Therefore, we together can make this world more peaceful and joyous. So, what did you do today to send that one atomic message to the universe about your decision of giving Love?

Okay... It is a saying that a lot of people may love you but not everybody is aware of how to love you correctly. And while I am still figuring out how I want to be loved... AT this point I am certain of the fact that I don't want half of the love... I am working on the rest of it. So, here I present something I wrote recently.  Don't gaze into my eyes if you won't let their depth consume you because one doesn't glance at the moon, one stare at it, longingly and fully. Don't slide your hands on my back if your hands don't feel on fire to you because my love for you is in flames, it is bound to burn you and scar you. Don't dive out of the world and drown in my thoughts if you still want to go back. I won't tolerate your bonding I will shatter them like a selfish lover and keep you captive forever in my heart. If I don't have all of you, I don't want the slightest of your attention. This is not how I love you and this is not how I am meant to be lo...

What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail? My ears caught these words while listening to a Mindvalley podcast by Lisa Nichols about turning our fear into fuel.  Well, to be honest with you and me, I admit that I am afraid. Frightened than the time I screamed at the sight of a cockroach. (the fear is real bro that shit can FLY too!!!) But I must confront this fear. This fear of mine is dragging me down. Fear of abandonment, fear of rejection, fear of failure and whatnot. But these words... this question intrigued me.. Forced me to think that what would I do if I knew I couldn't fail. I am gonna find the answer and do it until the very last moment of my life because I am not sure whether I will get another lifetime or not. You know...It's not like I am a cat.🤷‍♂️😂😅

I am no longer able to speak what I comprehend inside my mind. So, should i silence my mind? Or should I scream it at your faces? I am no longer able to notice the world around me. So, should I contemplate everything  Or ignore it? I am not longer commited to live every moment. So, Should I be or not be? That is the question.